My out-look on "life."

I'm a biological mistake but also a medical miracle. I don't believe in politics, law enforcement, justice system and further more this government. I don't believe in the act of reproduction even though I like to engage in it, and I don't believe in the institution of marriage. I don't believe in modern technology or heavy industry but I have to take my hat off to modern medicine. I think this human game should have called it quits a long time ago. Were just planet earths guest, a failed mutation. I am completely fascinated by human behavior but completely repulsed by human beings. I like to sit back and recognize the decay and disintegration of society, but I have no intent to help or improve because I observe from a save distance. I am not emotionally attached to life because I simply don't care, I don't care or worry about money, bills, health, transportation, inventions, designer clothes, expensive restaurants, spelling words correctly or anything else man has created. I find it completely devastating how humans have to control everything, nature, countries, the planet, other people, animals, mammals, insects, rain forest, jungles, oceans, because in all reality, we will be instinct just like the 95% of every living specie that has ever stepped foot on this beautiful planet. I think we need to practice minding our own business. In the end, the reward is death. As you can see I am still investigating religion, but it's not a big deal to me. You may find this as hatred or suicidal, but it is neither of both, it's simply an understanding. I think we are a part of a higher order, something that the human mind will never have the mental capacity to ever understand. Maybe were a closed-end biological mistake, a failed mutation, an evolutionary cul-di-sac, or maybe it is all just an optical illusion.